Saturday, January 30, 2010
monotony
I am having one of those days. For some reason, I feel tired and sad at the same time. I wish every day could be a great fun adventure because then I would never feel bored. We are in California with beautiful weather, and yet I am not happy. I feel like my days are exactly the same, just in a new location. It is a daily struggle with me. I know other people feel the same way, and yet I feel alone in this. I don't know how to fix it either. People say, "Just wait until your kids are in school. You will be so busy!" I am one of those people who ENJOYS busy. I have days where I just want to get out of the house to see other adults. I am lonely. It is a complex situation.
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Hmmm...I've been thinking lately that a Beth Moore study would be fun with some other moms. Have you done one recently?
I hear you with adult conversation. After I have a non-kid related conversation about something, I think: wow, maybe my mind isn't turning to mush yet :)
I hope you are feeling better lately! I have days also where I struggle for adult conversations..that's where/when the phone becomes my best friend some days...call sometime, I am always waiting for the phone to ring to chat:)
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